Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Out of Control...

Powerless to change my current situation, this feeling is driving me to distraction...

Helpless to control where my path will take over the next two years, no matter what is my performance in SCS, I still cannot decide where I want to go for the rest of my NS life. Possibly when I look back after this is done, I might decide that this lack of choice had been a good thing in that it let me get to know more people that I will otherwise not know. It might even not affect my life very much but from the stories that people are telling, that might perhaps not be true haha. Whatever the case, the frustration now is real... hais

This lack of control is driving me nuts... RAWR!

hais, sth else is out of control too...